journal

ever watched a walk to remember?
remember the scene when the girl is dying, the boy read her mom's journal for her?
well, i dont really remember the exact scene,but i really want to have my own journal like that.
ones that i can carry along to everywhere,
ones with white yet a bit yellowish blank papers,
and the one with very dayla's style for the cover.
lots of pinks and reds, involves some flowers and of course, one or two hearts.
this is where i can scribble all my thoughts about life,about places i've been,or maybe about people i am with.
or jot down my favourite quotes,
or maybe write some of my current favourite song lyrics..
and one day, when i read my journal,whatever emotions and feeling at that time will come back to me.
haih.only if i am that good in writing, and not that lazy to actually write something.

where are we going?

we might started as strangers.we bumped into each other a few times, we nod, we exchange smiles, and we learn each other's name.and then we become friends.until the end.

or

we might started as strangers,then become friends.after few ups and downs, we know we suit each other,we have different interest, we listen to different type of songs, we adore different men,but we still have that chemistry between us.where sometimes we do not have to actually talk to share our stories.when i know i can do anything because you will be there to correct me if i'm wrong, we end up being best friends.

or

maybe, without knowing, we have that special bond between us. we become friends, and endup as more than 'just friends'. we started as a pair of friends who shares the same interest, or maybe we were in similar sad situations, we start to share our stories, we share silly jokes, we talked about other people around us, but we will never talk about us.after that, we learn to accept each other's strengths and weaknesses, and without realising, we started to miss each other's company. as time passes by, you and i both know we completed each other.

or

maybe that's what i thought. maybe after some time, you'll get bored listening to my silly jokes, me sharing problems might make me as 'the whining lady',and you started to see me as one of your problems in life. and you'll walk away.

or

maybe i am just someone you know,and will remain as that. you'll forget my name in a year or less.

or

maybe we never be friends at the first place. and we will never be.

ikhlas

permulaan yang sukar mungkin akan mempunyai pengakhiran yang indah.

i'm not gonna lose hope. not in this case anyway :)

one day,we gonna be able look back to the past and smile.

wonderful weekend :)

hari ini, saya suka!

saya suka hari ini.

how i wish everyday would be as good as today.

h.a.p.p.y :)

thank you :)

saya suka menconteng.

rasa nak menulis, tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa.

lets see.

ok,idea, nada.

lately i've been doing some serious thinking.

tapi,

berfikir tu memenatkan lah jugak.

malam-malam tertidur macam tu je.

penat badan, penat fikiran.

:(

sungguh penat la macam ni :(

thank you note

talking to someone yesterday, i just realized that this blog is already 3 years old!

wuiyoohh.

banyak cerita nya dalam 3 tahun ni.

lokasi berubah. dari kerteh,ke tronoh, ke cherating, ke kedah dan masih sedang mencari lokasi baru untuk settle down.

orang-orang sekeliling; berubah. ramai yang baru dikenali dalam masa tiga tahun ni. ada yg masih berhubung,ada yang sudah putus hubungan. dan ada watak-watak dari kehidupan lama muncul kembali dalam hidup, dan ada watak-watak lama dari kehidupan semasa sudah keluar dari cerita.

cara berfikir, berubah. kalau dulu mungkin naive, sekarang mungkin sudah kurang naive. kalau dulu ingat orang akan layan kita baik2 kalau kita layan mereka baik2,sekarang sudah tahu. manusia tak semua serupa.

status, berubah. status dari pelajar ke bukan pelajar.

tapi ada juga yang masih tak berubah dan kekal.

kenangan.

suka.

duka.

itu yang menghubungkan sekarang dan masa lampau.

di kesempatan ini (sementara maxis masih menyambungkan saya dengan internet), saya ingin mengucapkan

terima kasih kepada semua pengunjung blog yang tak seberapa ini yang sudi singgah di sini.

terima kasih banyak banyak! :D

-d.a-

dari siapa-siapa kepada siapa-siapa. hari ahad ialah hari merepek.

dear awak,
ada orang bitau saya yang dia ada banyak benda dia nak bitau
tapi dia malu.
dia ada jugak cakap yang...
emm..saya tatau dia cakap apa sebab dia malu-malu.
oh,comelkan dia tu.
tapi yang penting dia nak cakap,
i see you.
saya rasa dia terpengaruh dengan avatar tu.
awak layankan je la ye dia tu.
ish ish.
oklah, sempena hari ahad yang cuti ni,
saya nak sambung tidur.
bye!

yang benar,
posmen.